When I will meet my maker?

When I'm dead, i think so?! :\

Questions pls! ❤

If you were going to be a book, ano ang genre mo?

Fairytales. ;>

Questions pls! ❤

do you SMOKE?

Yeah. :)

Questions pls! ❤

what color represents you?

Black && Red

Questions pls! ❤

kahit busy, babatuhin ko kayo ng questions :D

Hahahaha ;>

Questions pls! ❤

Do you wanna say goodbye to him?

Uhhhhmmmm. Nope! It's just a waste of time!

Questions pls.! :)))

Girls Guide to Vampires

Power of earth to move his feet

Across the mountains, here to me.

Water's power to plumb the depths

of the storm - toss'd briny sea.

True love's image, I invoke

Powers of air, and red - hot fire;

One to burn him with my glance,

One to stoke my heart's desire,

Seven knots I double - tie

Moon and candles light the way

Seven knots for me and love

Entangled heart in heart to say.

-- Joy Randall

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clueless, i want some air...

people get rid because i am

 sick, sick because of creatures that

 lies beneath my skin...

grab your toes and put them

 to a slittery hoes, i want

 you to be in a coax.

i don't know what am i

 saying just because i hear

your fcuking shore...

    mischievous!

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Am I a pathetic mean

 or a brinny brat?

Stupidos are in front of my face,

 i want my engcantados to

  save me from grave...

Skinny skeletons dance

 with my bitch, helps her

 to be out of her leach...

Lovely dilemma I surround,

 go keep the fate on

   my ground

I'm in red and my heart 

    is Bleeding

Dark Love

It is a night of ethereal pain, a song

 of darkness, wolves vent their pain.

The beautiful one awakes.

Wisps of death shrouds her deathly form,

 a lurking desire.

Her ebon hair cascades over

 pale and delicate shoulders, and her

 full blood red lips part slightly,

 to taste the life streaming from the

pale flesh beneath

 her.

Now a night of vitality,

 I weep

Phantom Pain

Around, all around, the sinister creatures gather.

My dread grows as a dagger of

 your words falls against my heart.

It mutilates me, and darkly my 

 vitae drips

 to cold, uncaring tombstones.

In a haze of shock I cry out

 while oblivion looms.

 Now alone, my love falls upon

 bloody eyes.

This is because of you.

Devoid of Love

The night falls without a sound,

 entwined are we.

The light for you which you pine

 flares once, then dies,

swept away by a velvet ebon nothingness.

All hope must end.

Your heart beats no more

 how could you leave me?

Angels surrounds us, crying,

 We are fallen

Stolen Emotion

What have you taken away?

A miasma of misery as emotions twists,

once we savored paradise,

Childlike and innocent 

 but your desire died.

A vengeful morass of hatred 

 thoughts follow rain, follow pain,

love spoiled, 

 in a torrent of sorrow,

 i still love you.

The genre I lived on

do you feel like a man when you push her around? do you feel better now? as she falls to the ground… well i tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end, as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found… FACE DOWN in the dirt, she said this doesn’t hurt, she said I’ve finally had enough…RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS  first you say you want, but then you say you will.. you keep me hanging on but we’re not moving on, I'm standing still JENNY, you got me on my knees jenny! it’s killing me…CLICK FIVE she wants to go home, but NOBODY’S HOME.. that’s where she lies broken inside… no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes… broken inside...AVRIL LAVIGNE  don’t you want to be a widow than a divorcee? style your wake for fashion magazines, widow than a divorcee don’t pretend, dddon’t pretend… we do it in the dark, with smiles on our faces… we’re dropped and well concealed in secret places we don’t fight fair! don’t pretend that you ever forgot about me… FALL OUT BOY  we are ONE, the ones forgotten… and this time the is ours it’s in our hands! we’re the pride of your life we’re the light shining deep in your eyes, we’re the choice that you made, we’re the kids that you push away.. we are one!...SIMPLE PLAN i am living in the SHADOW of someone else’s dream, try to hand t hold but every touch felt cold to me, I'm living in a nightmare, a never-ending sleep, but now that I'm a wide awake, my chain are finally free.. don’t feel sorry for me!...ASHLEE SIMPSON what’s the worst that i can say? things are better if i stay! so long and goodnight… and if you carry on this way, things are better if i stay! so long and goodnight…MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE  i am as she does you are a she was and that’s because, that’s because… but you never tried! so conflict and make your top pick restitch my ripped jeans and take the old ones… sew them tightly the seams please i got so many ripped knees, ripped knees… I'm selfish as selfish, you’re giving me a run for my money! honey…CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR hey! MISS MURDER can i make beauty, stay if i take my life… the stars that pierced the sky he left them all behind, we’re left to wonder why, he left us all behind! how his children cry?...AFI scissor-shaped across the bed… you are red, violent red! you hollow out my hungry eyes.. i just wanna break you down so badly in the worst way! I’ll gone MAKE DAMN SURE that you can’t ever leave!...TAKING BACK SUNDAY

Fun is fun. Done is done.

The dead travels so fast according to Bram Stoker

Fun is fun 

Done is done

Nobody lives forever but we shine on!

I want to ride the BULLET,

and I want to see the Prince of  Darkness.




-- June 9, 2007

Feel Sad

When life is woe

And hope is dumb.

The world says "go"

The grave says "come".

The Angel of Music helps me make the music out of the night!



-- November 3, 2006

A Dunce

It almost made me cry,
and I can’t help it!

I want to burn you two in hell.

Stupid strawberry,
I thought you will forget him? but how?

I don’t know what to do?
It almost tear me apart!

The saints are coming to save me from foolishness because I am a dunce to them.


-- March 8, 2007

Sweets

sweets

sex

sugar

magic

Dear Harlequin,

your such a goddamn stone.

I will throw a burlesque thing on your wake!

and my lovely mannequin,

I’ll just keep you in my closet.

i will never forget this day because a knight in shining armor

rescue me from loneliness…

-- March 16, 2007 so ages ago! ;>

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I am in love with a stranger.

A stranger in the night that makes me go crazy..

I don't know what kind of spell he caste on me.

Every time he speaks to me it feels like

I am walking on air with the angels around. :)

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Hesitate to believe him

but I fall for him so deeply.

I wanna meet him because he is the Beloved,

I am searching for..

But how? When he is like that looking

so perfect and to good for me.. :(

I will meet him if the world say so,

and if I am ready..

I don't want him to see me like this because it would be my downfall.

I want him to see my whole being SHINING.

Turning Grey

His eyes are like the moon,
always seeking the beauty in me.
His body is like the sun,
so damn HOT for me.
His love is like the ocean,
very deep that it makes me drown.
His touch is like the air
I can feel it even he's afar.
His kisses are like the stars,
so bright that it make me go la la la..


I love you demigod.<3

Kiss from a Rose

He is my everything, 

truly I cherish him deep from the bottom of my heart.

I love him for what he is and he loves me for what I am.

He brightens up my day and completes it now and then.

You are the soul that I need in favor by Him.

I will love you forever and it will never fades,

even though we haven't met and yet so far from me..

I so longed for your sweet kisses and hugs, 

when is the time our paths will ever cross?

 You are near yet so far from me. :(

I love you. I love you my Demigod! <3

Thinking of B

Why is it have to be you?
Why am I always thinking of you?
Is it WANT or LOVE?
You are too good for me and I am to bad for you..
Is it possible to fall in love with someone you haven't met yet? 
Or is it just an OBSESSION again?

Death

Death is before me today:
Like the recovery of a sick man,
Like going forth into a garden after sickness.

Death is before me today:
Like the odor of myrrh,
Like sitting under a sail in a good wind.

Death is before me today:
Like the course of a stream,
Like the return of a man from the war-galley to his house.

Death is before me today:
Like the home that a man longs to see,
After years spent as a captive. 

Goodbye My Goth Lover!

Unleash all my thoughts to you!
I hope you will find peace with her
Deathless I will not inveigle
Fidelity should be practice by
Because I know I can snatch you from her IGNORANCE

Gypsy girl is in gloomy opera
Seeking love with a man that can't be with her

I just watch the pantomime and hope there's an emir that can take my heart with him

Our memoirs will be put in an enormous BOTTLE and to throw on the RED SEA..

February Days

All stupid things happened on this month
Will be erase in a one blink of an eye!
I will not remember you because you're an elan to me
I love you before and I hate you right now
Teasing to please you because cute is what I aim for
False witnesses will not be true by judging some thorns on my pillows!
February Days are for blood and thorn hearts
This will be the last time I will let myself to be with you all the TIME..

My Future Days

Frustrated rocker and model to be
Wants to be somebody!
Devils and Angels are my guardians to success!!!
Catwalks are boring and the Stage is a busy place!
Can you help me to be somebody?
Through you my dream will be complete
I don't want to see a camera and an instrument because I will be DEAD!

Strawberry Daiquiri II

A Strawberry Daiquiri to share,
To all of my harlequins and mannequins

Tacks for snacks and nails for breakfast

London beckoned the songs about money written by the machines
And the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is Your press COVERAGE..

Strawberry Daiquiri I

Love beckoned on the swings
Thorn glasses keep me waiting
You keep me waiting!!!

Losing myself as thunder
Struggle my toes, goes beyond the door..

Peach, Lime, and Daiquiri
Looks like a harlequin and mannequin..

I love you with my black heart and I hate you with my blue soul!
Eat your tacks in breakfast and nails in your snacks
My dear Strawberry you should be thrown six feet under the GROUND.. 

Weird

Former harlot in a harlotry
A present dunce in a dungeon
A goth in darkness who kills an elan in days
I am a deathless equestrienne who loves a phantom in the opera
A future gypsy in an eldritch palace to inveigle some obnoxious EMIR..

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I love my harlequin
But he loves a harlot mannequin
You two should go to a dungeon because an arms dealer waits for you to HELL..

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Give me some lime daiquiri
To keep me awake because ghosts like you wants to invade my privacy
I don't want to see you on my eldritch LAIN..

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You can feel my lips undressed your eyes
I want to kill you every time that I see you together
I saw a vampire making love with somebody with a monkey on his knee
Trustin' harlots like you should go to hell..

Phantom Done

Somewhere under the ground lives a phantom

He loves makin' love with a whore with a monkey on his knee..

I love the feeling that I am under his control

Playing lust and powers within but this isn't forever

It's only a moment that can be treasure.. 

Teach me how to make music

I know that this is your pride and joy.. 
 

Come to me my phantom

I will love you dearly unlike Christine have done to you

I will be your shelter whenever you need me

I will love you truly, madly, and deeply..

Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does well it's not this hard..