By Chance (You and I)

You and I
Could be like Sonny and Cher
Honey and Bears
You and I
Could be like Aladdin and Jasmine
Let's make it happen! 

Angel/Psycho

I can be an angel or a psycho 
 just give me a piece of sheet and I will write all over. 
Keep thinking, thinking for the right words 
 that I will write for this will save me from being broken.
I just wanna write you a good poem.
To inspire everybody all over the world.
Hopeless becoming.
The edge of fame is burning.
Give me the chance to prove to you I am worth saving from 
 the chaos that I feel from my heart.

Say The Word

Say the word that comes 
 from hell. 
The one will disappear.


Disappointments all over.
Tired of living, enough
 of everything.


Wants a rest in peace
 becoming nothing is worth living.


The girl from the inside
 died from torment because
 faith keeps on fooling her.

Loving you was the biggest mistake that I've done because you are not worth my love Stranger!

I Can't Think Of A Good Title

Where in the world are you? I hope you're doing fine and okay. I am missing the every minute, every seconds that we've been together. My love for you is forever baby. I'm trusting you to take care of my heart, my love and my everything. 

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big damn combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much that it makes me sick and it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh even worst when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around and the fact that you didn't call but mostly,
I hate the way I don't hate you not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

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Can't help thinking of you.
Can't help on falling for you.
Can't help missing you.
Can't help wondering why am I so in love with you.
Can't help why did I let you in my heart.
Can't help why I can't turn you down.
Can't help myself talking to you even if I promised myself not to talk to you anymore.
Can't help flashing the memories of us.
Can't help adjusting the new me on the older me because of you.
I just wanna forget you...  

Fly

Fly like the birds up high,
Like the angels singing in the sky


Fly like there's no stoppin' you
Like everybody's looking at you


Fly like the bees buzzing on sweet honeys
Like the airplanes crossing each other countries


Fly like the butterflies kissing the nymph
Like the lovers jumpin over the sea

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Spell O-V-E-R-J-O-Y-E-D and that's M-E. This day has been a remarkable one because I got a text from my friend KC after the past 7 months that we're not talking to each other and the rest is history. BFFs oh I just missed you all so much. Christmas is so near so we better forget the past! Let's start a brand new friendship and enjoy until we've run out of breathe. I can't wait to see you girls! I love you all even if we've hurt each other before. 

Coz It's Your Birthday

Happy Birthday Sweetie! I'm missing you so much. Can't wait for January. 
No man will/can ever replace you in my heart. I'm so loving you every day. 
I love lovin' you till forever. :*

211011 Dear Baby

Dear Baby,


Hi! I just want tell you that I am so lucky to have you. I hope you're here already. I wish it's January now! If I could only hasten the days just to be with you. I'm missing you so bad. I wish you're okay there. Have fun and enjoy your work but don't you ever dare flirt with other girls okay! Thank you for loving me, for choosing me as your girlfriend, for being there always even though you're thousand miles away from me. I love you so much Eugene! I want this love to be forever. I promise to you that I'll be faithful and you should too! I know most of the time I usually screwed up like my school but you're there trying to help me, trying to make me realize what should I do and should not. You're too matured for me and I loved you for that because I know you/we can handle things that we'll might encounter on the future. Thank you baby! By the time you read this I know you'll get *kilig* Lol. Haha! I love you so much. Forever. Eternally! 

I'm stuck on you till the end of time. 

He's So In Love With Me

He never fails to say "I love you" and "I miss you".

He never fails to look at my/our pictures.

He always wants me to be happy because he loves me that much. 

He always make sure if I am studying very well.

He always listens to the songs I downloaded for him.

He wants his future to be with me.

He wants me to be his forever.

My sexy loveeey! Haha!
I love you so much Eugene! :)

6 Months by Hey Monday


Whenever I play this song, I always ended up crying. I miss you E!
If only I can hasten the days just to be with you right now. 
I just wish it's already January. I'm waiting for the January days. 

Kids in LOVE. 
Our love will surely lasts forever. 

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I feel like crying.
I feel like nobody loves me.
I feel like I'm the worthless girl in the world.
I feel like I can't survive living.
I feel like I can't fulfill my dreams.
I feel like I can't go to the places I've been wanting to go to.
I feel like I'm all alone, nobody's out there to reach.
I feel like dying.
I feel like I wanna be with my mom.


This is the loneliest day of my life. When you're all alone you think things that so not good for yourself that's why I don't wanna be alone. Screw my brothers for leaving me!

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When nobody's there for you. 

You tend to do things that t'was so unlikely not you. 

Can't believe the harlotry girl did that. 

She was alone, afraid and lacked of self-esteem. 

She feels worthless. 

What happened to her? Why did she became like that? 

I hope one day she will learn to love herself. 

20 People I'd Marry

1. Eugene Bangug
2. Johnny Depp
3. Heath Ledger
4. William Shakespeare 
5. Gerard Butler
6. Jake Gyllenhaal
7. Kim Heechul 
8. Paul Wesley
9. Patrick Dempsey
10. Ian Somerhalder
11. Jared Leto
12. Jun Matsumoto
13. Chace Crawford
14. Chris Evans
15. Danny O'Donoghue
16. Zero Kiryu
17. Kuran Kaname
18. Channing Tatum
19. Cam Gigandet
20. Edgar Allan Poe

The course of TRUE LOVE never did run smooth.

- William Shakespeare

I detest this saying of William Shakespeare for now, unlike before. Because TRUE LOVE for me is running smoothly and it will be forever hopefully! TRUE LOVE loves eternally, never meant to be destroyed.

E.

You are the one
 that keeps me moving on.
Without you I will be
 nothing.
My strength and my
 inspiration.
I want this love Forever.❤

E.

The sunshine that makes 
 me shine.
The love that grows
 from above.
Forever it will 
 always be.
You and Me eternally. 

Best Friends For Life

We've been together since 4th grade - Johnna, Stephanie and I. And now one by one I`m losing my girls because Johnna's at Canada and next will be Stephanie. Poor Loudette! :'( I wanna go to Canada soon to be with my girls! But I have to finish first my college before I go there.  

Give me a man who is man enough to give himself just to the woman who is worth him. If that woman were me I would love him alone and forever.

- Francesca Bruni (Casanova)

Well, I found him already! Thank you God for giving me my wonderful boyfriend. I will love him alone and forever as Francesca said. I never thought that one day I will have a man like him. I'm so happy because my life is complete now. No more sadness, hang-ups and destruction. As to my previous blogs, I really really wanna do this the right way! No more stupidity, no more teenage rebellion. I'm a grown up adult now and YES I am SUPER in love.  

Never I Will Find Someone Like You

When I found out that he will be leaving soon, I cried. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to think, I don't know what to feel, I don't know what to say and I don't know how to react. I'm so new into this kind of relationship and the fact that I don't wanna be left by someone I love; it hurts. How will I endure this thing? I hope it will be an easy one. I even asked my best friends advise on what will I do. Hay hay hay! God give me the strength to be more tougher, to be more patient to wait for him. I really really wanna do this the right way and I want him to be happy and be proud of me. I love you baby. :) 

My Baby Love

It's just that we're so in love. :) It's my first time to post a picture here on my blog site. HAHA! I'm in euphoria yah know because of him. I thanked God because He gave me the most patient, the most caring, the most loving, and the most understanding boyfriend in the whole wide world. :) I wanna do this the right way! :) I love you baby! Thank you for loving me this much even if I have some issues. Lol. 

The 11th of June.

Sorry if it's a little bit late to blog this thingy! I just loved what happened on the 11th of June  because he and I are OFFICIAL. hahaha! I love you baby. You are the best thing that's ever been mine. I wanna do this the RIGHT way. :)

Watashi wa anata no tame ni ochite kita zo!

Falling for you never crossed my mind until this day that I realized that you are worth to be love. I'm addicted to you and I just can't get enough. What did you do to me to feel this way? HAHA. ;> 


It's the first time that someone asked me to marry him and I shivered. Lol. Its the sweetest thing I heard to a guy and I think I wanna considered it! HAHA. 'Cause I know that he can provide me for (my/our) future and ohhh the babies! HAHA. We both wanna have babies! HAHAHA. I'm so thrilled whenever I think of this things. FUTURE! My future is in his hands? Lol. I don't think so. I still wanna live the single life!

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The friendship is over. After how many years it lasted just like that. I don't know who to blame? Is it the three of us or them who doesn't understand us? Anyway, we are all better off without them because we are just the laughing stock of the group. I just don't wanna react anymore because I'm tired of the shits they're all saying to us! 

Unreachable

Dearest you left me,
Alone in the dark side of the road.
Thorn apart, broken.

I'm waiting,
Still waiting,
Waiting for you to come back to me.

You've chosen her than with me.
How could you do this to me?

I wasted my time,
On someone who's not worth it.

Damn stupid brinny brat.

Isn't It Alright && Isn't It Okay.

Waiting and waiting

Nobody’s around me..

I’m so bored, I wanna kill myself..

Princes of darkness please help me!

And be my hero..

What did I do to deserve this kind of thing..

Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa..

HELP! I need your help..

All I want to be is to turn away dear deathless..

Isn’t it alright and isn't it okay..

I wanted love and I wanted him..

Forever..

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on the evening of october 9, 2010 i really just want to cry and think of all the problems that i have in my mind. :x about my studies, lovelife, friends and of course my family! :c i'm such a bad-ass to them. the movie that i've watched earlier makes me think of things, things that are relevant with my life. i wanna know what's real out there. i wanna find myself! i wanna find my real true love.

why does other people tend to throw their own true love? they have it already but they've just take it for granted! me -- i have my hard time looking for real love. but them? they're just so eff! >.< they don't give a damn on it. i still believe in fairytales! i'm hooked on the fairytales that i've read and watched. do i deserve to have my own happy ending too? when He will give me my own true love? i'm so eager to look/find for it! :c i'm tired of playing games anymore. the ones i've always loved left me for another. :c

Can't Think.

Baby blossoms are in the mood,
To write something sweet and good.

She's in love with a local,
Who's kinda focal.

Remembering the past,
Will bursts you into laughs,
As day goes by,
The story will last.

Stupid little hoe,
Feels woe with hope.

Time after time,
Day after day,
Still it will be the same.

Forgive and forget,
Forget and forgive,
Doesn't change the fact that it is real.

My dream wouldn't be complete without you in it.

-Tiana (The Princess and the Frog)

It hits me for real and I wanna cry right now! How will I ever complete my dreams? If he's my dream. He's a dream that will never ever come true! He's long gone now, married and starting a family life. I wanna forget him but I just can't and I still don't know how to move on, start and forget the past. Oh dear Bobby! I've been a fool for 12 months, I thought you're God's gift from heaven, the one that will love me like Prince Charming had loved Cinderella, the one that will give me my happily ever after. Sadly, but you're not. He's a nightmare that I will never learn to forget.     

The Simpleton Dame

She's clueless to the world that she belongs to. 
She's stupid because she loves so easily.
She's torn between selfishness and fancy.
She's no good to the man that belongs to her.
She's the woman of no future, degraded, and lack of power.
She's so out of this universe.


She is an alien.
She can't sense what is right or wrong.
She wants to fly high but she can't reach the top.
She plays things like it's only a child's play.
She can't live without provenience.

B1 and B2 rolled into C.

All of the things I like always turned out to be so wrong. I'm trying to avoid my mistakes in the past coz I don't want a wounded heart again. But effin I just can't STOP liking him even if I know that he's no good for me. :|


He's like B, B with the body.
He's like B, B with the silly face.
He's like B, B who knows a lot of things.
He's like B, B who calls me names.
He's like B, B who have a cute silly laugh that makes me laugh too.
He's like B, B coz he makes me laugh even if I'm mad.
He's like B, B coz he's funny and corny.
He's like B, B coz he's bewildered.
He's like B, B coz he belongs to someone. 
He's like B, B coz I can't have him like the way I want to.
He's like B, B coz he will leave me too.
He's like B, B that I wanna forget right now because it will take me months to move-on!


Taaaaaaaaaaa-daaaa!
I'm done with him. 

I hope he's done with me too.

If he's not, I don't know what to do? :'(

I want.

I feel so alone, I don't know what to do anymore. I wanna cry. I feel so empty like the world is ending. I just wanna leave this place and run as fast as I could. I wanna start a new life. I want to be born again. Restart and forget the past, the mistakes, the heartaches. I wanna meet new people. I want to have new friends on the other side of the world.

I want my dreams to become true. I want my fantasies become real. I want to find the man of my dreams, the one that will never break my heart. I want my future to be perfect.

What is love? HAHAHA

-- Love is a disaster. :)

Kuwestyuun ❤

I AM

I have no intention on loving you
 because love is weird,
but every time I see you I really
 just wanna kiss you and
 fall in love so deeply
 even if it hurts.


I am at high and I lost
 myself whenever your here.
If I fell in love with you would
 you also love me the
 way I want you too?


I will never stop loving you
 because loving you
 completes my whole being.

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Hesitate to believe him
 but I fall for him so deeply.
I wanna meet him already
 because he is the Beloved 
  I am searching for..
But how? When he's like that looking
 so perfectly fine and to good for me..
I will meet him if the world say so.