211011 Dear Baby

Dear Baby,


Hi! I just want tell you that I am so lucky to have you. I hope you're here already. I wish it's January now! If I could only hasten the days just to be with you. I'm missing you so bad. I wish you're okay there. Have fun and enjoy your work but don't you ever dare flirt with other girls okay! Thank you for loving me, for choosing me as your girlfriend, for being there always even though you're thousand miles away from me. I love you so much Eugene! I want this love to be forever. I promise to you that I'll be faithful and you should too! I know most of the time I usually screwed up like my school but you're there trying to help me, trying to make me realize what should I do and should not. You're too matured for me and I loved you for that because I know you/we can handle things that we'll might encounter on the future. Thank you baby! By the time you read this I know you'll get *kilig* Lol. Haha! I love you so much. Forever. Eternally! 

I'm stuck on you till the end of time. 

He's So In Love With Me

He never fails to say "I love you" and "I miss you".

He never fails to look at my/our pictures.

He always wants me to be happy because he loves me that much. 

He always make sure if I am studying very well.

He always listens to the songs I downloaded for him.

He wants his future to be with me.

He wants me to be his forever.

My sexy loveeey! Haha!
I love you so much Eugene! :)

6 Months by Hey Monday


Whenever I play this song, I always ended up crying. I miss you E!
If only I can hasten the days just to be with you right now. 
I just wish it's already January. I'm waiting for the January days. 

Kids in LOVE. 
Our love will surely lasts forever. 

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I feel like crying.
I feel like nobody loves me.
I feel like I'm the worthless girl in the world.
I feel like I can't survive living.
I feel like I can't fulfill my dreams.
I feel like I can't go to the places I've been wanting to go to.
I feel like I'm all alone, nobody's out there to reach.
I feel like dying.
I feel like I wanna be with my mom.


This is the loneliest day of my life. When you're all alone you think things that so not good for yourself that's why I don't wanna be alone. Screw my brothers for leaving me!

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When nobody's there for you. 

You tend to do things that t'was so unlikely not you. 

Can't believe the harlotry girl did that. 

She was alone, afraid and lacked of self-esteem. 

She feels worthless. 

What happened to her? Why did she became like that? 

I hope one day she will learn to love herself.