Dearest you left me,
Alone in the dark side of the road.
Thorn apart, broken.
I'm waiting,
Still waiting,
Waiting for you to come back to me.
You've chosen her than with me.
How could you do this to me?
I wasted my time,
On someone who's not worth it.
Damn stupid brinny brat.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Isn't It Alright && Isn't It Okay.
Waiting and waiting
Nobody’s around me..
I’m so bored, I wanna kill myself..
Princes of darkness please help me!
And be my hero..
What did I do to deserve this kind of thing..
Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa..
HELP! I need your help..
All I want to be is to turn away dear deathless..
Isn’t it alright and isn't it okay..
I wanted love and I wanted him..
Forever..
100910
on the evening of october 9, 2010 i really just want to cry and think of all the problems that i have in my mind. :x about my studies, lovelife, friends and of course my family! :c i'm such a bad-ass to them. the movie that i've watched earlier makes me think of things, things that are relevant with my life. i wanna know what's real out there. i wanna find myself! i wanna find my real true love.
why does other people tend to throw their own true love? they have it already but they've just take it for granted! me -- i have my hard time looking for real love. but them? they're just so eff! >.< they don't give a damn on it. i still believe in fairytales! i'm hooked on the fairytales that i've read and watched. do i deserve to have my own happy ending too? when He will give me my own true love? i'm so eager to look/find for it! :c i'm tired of playing games anymore. the ones i've always loved left me for another. :c
why does other people tend to throw their own true love? they have it already but they've just take it for granted! me -- i have my hard time looking for real love. but them? they're just so eff! >.< they don't give a damn on it. i still believe in fairytales! i'm hooked on the fairytales that i've read and watched. do i deserve to have my own happy ending too? when He will give me my own true love? i'm so eager to look/find for it! :c i'm tired of playing games anymore. the ones i've always loved left me for another. :c
Can't Think.
Baby blossoms are in the mood,
To write something sweet and good.
She's in love with a local,
Who's kinda focal.
Remembering the past,
Will bursts you into laughs,
As day goes by,
The story will last.
Stupid little hoe,
Feels woe with hope.
Time after time,
Day after day,
Still it will be the same.
Forgive and forget,
Forget and forgive,
Doesn't change the fact that it is real.
To write something sweet and good.
She's in love with a local,
Who's kinda focal.
Remembering the past,
Will bursts you into laughs,
As day goes by,
The story will last.
Stupid little hoe,
Feels woe with hope.
Time after time,
Day after day,
Still it will be the same.
Forgive and forget,
Forget and forgive,
Doesn't change the fact that it is real.
Friday, April 8, 2011
My dream wouldn't be complete without you in it.
-Tiana (The Princess and the Frog)
It hits me for real and I wanna cry right now! How will I ever complete my dreams? If he's my dream. He's a dream that will never ever come true! He's long gone now, married and starting a family life. I wanna forget him but I just can't and I still don't know how to move on, start and forget the past. Oh dear Bobby! I've been a fool for 12 months, I thought you're God's gift from heaven, the one that will love me like Prince Charming had loved Cinderella, the one that will give me my happily ever after. Sadly, but you're not. He's a nightmare that I will never learn to forget.
Monday, April 4, 2011
The Simpleton Dame
She's clueless to the world that she belongs to.
She's stupid because she loves so easily.
She's torn between selfishness and fancy.
She's no good to the man that belongs to her.
She's the woman of no future, degraded, and lack of power.
She's so out of this universe.
She is an alien.
She can't sense what is right or wrong.
She wants to fly high but she can't reach the top.
She plays things like it's only a child's play.
She can't live without provenience.
She's stupid because she loves so easily.
She's torn between selfishness and fancy.
She's no good to the man that belongs to her.
She's the woman of no future, degraded, and lack of power.
She's so out of this universe.
She is an alien.
She can't sense what is right or wrong.
She wants to fly high but she can't reach the top.
She plays things like it's only a child's play.
She can't live without provenience.
Friday, April 1, 2011
B1 and B2 rolled into C.
All of the things I like always turned out to be so wrong. I'm trying to avoid my mistakes in the past coz I don't want a wounded heart again. But effin I just can't STOP liking him even if I know that he's no good for me. :|
He's like B, B with the body.
He's like B, B with the silly face.
He's like B, B who knows a lot of things.
He's like B, B who calls me names.
He's like B, B who have a cute silly laugh that makes me laugh too.
He's like B, B coz he makes me laugh even if I'm mad.
He's like B, B coz he's funny and corny.
He's like B, B coz he's bewildered.
He's like B, B coz he belongs to someone.
He's like B, B coz I can't have him like the way I want to.
He's like B, B coz he will leave me too.
He's like B, B that I wanna forget right now because it will take me months to move-on!
Taaaaaaaaaaa-daaaa!
I'm done with him.
He's like B, B with the body.
He's like B, B with the silly face.
He's like B, B who knows a lot of things.
He's like B, B who calls me names.
He's like B, B who have a cute silly laugh that makes me laugh too.
He's like B, B coz he makes me laugh even if I'm mad.
He's like B, B coz he's funny and corny.
He's like B, B coz he's bewildered.
He's like B, B coz he belongs to someone.
He's like B, B coz I can't have him like the way I want to.
He's like B, B coz he will leave me too.
He's like B, B that I wanna forget right now because it will take me months to move-on!
Taaaaaaaaaaa-daaaa!
I'm done with him.
I hope he's done with me too.
If he's not, I don't know what to do? :'(
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